- illusion -

21st of Jan.. I received the first call from u after 06.09.2009
I feel suprised to receive your call because it is unexpected..
we chat a lot..
our life..
our memories..
our past..
I do remember what u said to me in the called..
I am so happy of the things u told me..

but,I found that all things are bullshit finally..
my heart get hurt again..
can u imagine what's the feeling I having now?
after read Belle's blog..I know that u already walked out from our memories..
4 years memories gone..
congrats to u,because u able to do it..

YOU CAN LIVE WITHOUT ME

- welcome back -

The news that you are about to come back, it seems no surprise ..
Chat with your cousin last night, and she asked me : 'do you have a new boyfriend?' , my heart actually hurt ..
By her question, I know that miracle won't be happen anymore..
By this post,you may laugh at me and say I was stupid ..
Because, you never mean to give me a chance ..
I know that, even if you're in here, you will not take the initiative to contact me ..
I do not think that many..
The only thing I know is : a FRIEND will come back from abroad soon ..
Lastly, I hope you will enjoy with your family and friends..
May your days in here full of happiness..
Please do take care of yourself..

Welcome back ..

- 那年的我们，今年的我 -

2007年的12月31日，我，你和你的家人浩浩荡荡的出发前往云顶..
我们一起玩捉迷藏，满街跑的..
我们还一起荡秋千..
晚上就大伙儿一同吃火锅，等待新一年的到来..
虽然当晚没有什么特别的倒数活动..
但，在踏进新的一年里，你就在我身旁的感觉真好..
还记得我们坐在一旁，望着电话从2007年12月31日转变成2008年1月1日..
在那一刻，就简简单单的一句happy new year足以让我开心..
我们在一起4年多，但那就是唯一一次的一起跨年..
说出来，别人都会觉得奇怪..可是事实确是如此..

2009年的12月31日，我人已在新山..
傍晚，跟vv还有candy到一间墨西哥餐厅用餐..
那间店的环境不赖，服务不错，食物也很美味..
过后，在mall里逛逛一下，买了点东西，就离开了..
可是还没有要回家，我们要去的是Danga Bay..
路上的车辆够是多的，到了哪里是好不容易才找到parking..
人山人海，挤来挤去的..
逛逛下，累了..就找在海边的地方喝茶 =)
大概坐了一个小时半吧，我哥来meet我们了..
大伙儿坐在哪里闲聊..等待12点的到来..
看着电话从2009年变去2010年，真的有够不习惯的..哈哈!!
不过，我真的没想过我今年的new year会是这样过的..
还好，感觉还不赖..嘻嘻~

说真的，说心里头没有想念你是骗人的..
看见别人成双成对的，真的好羡慕..
我是多么的希望能和你一起度过这一天..

新的一年，新的愿望..
我真心的希望你一切安好..
在这一年里，每一个日子都是快乐的..
hAppy nEw yEar