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Last Saturday,I went to Cameron Highlands with my family members. Cameron's pumpkin ball and sweet potato ball are absolutely delicious! Do u remember last time u immediate finished it while I was away to toilet? U really made me so funny at that time! stupid u~Since that time,whenever I eat that in Cameron,surely i will think of u! Do u remember u bought me a Doraemon bolster in the night market at there? I really like it and still using it as well. I hard to fall asleep without the lovely bolster. Wherever I need to take overnight,I will bring it along unless I unable to do so. So,my uncles always tease me because I just like a child! haha! We really gained a lot of sweet memories in Cameron! I do miss it badly!

I saw your recent photos just now,found that u lean a lot! I feel quite distressed. Don't u eat well sleep well in Taiwan? Or else,how come u getting thinner and thinner? Irregular work and rest often makes people get sick! So,please concern about it because that is hard if u get sick at there! Do take good care of yourself. 22nd of June today and u will be coming back soon. U will stay quite a long time in M'sia for this trip. I think your family members sure will be excited and await for it,especially your cute granny!

I feel that I quite bad luck these time.
I didn't get any local Uni. This is such disappointing! I make my family members upset too! Felt sorry! So,I have to appeal for it. If the appeal is unsuccessful,I have to enroll to private college then. Hence,I need to do some research for those courses which I interested in certain colleges while waiting for the results of my appeal. Hopefully everything will be fine! Cheer up and good luck for me~

Today,my car was hit by a motorcycle rider! My car's bumper was dropped! I felt a bit angry at that time because he didn't pay attention while riding motor and I was rushed to meet my friend! But,I felt he was quite pity when heard he said : ' aiyo~ sakit yerr kaki saya~' He is an uncle already 50++ years old. Anyway,he need to pay me compensate. He gave me RM150 to repair my car. Incident settled! My mom helped me to take my car to repair,and she said the total cost is RM190. Walao eh~ I have to pay RM40 by myself! Lost! How come such bad thing came when I am poor? God help please~Take away all my bad luck!

- 我讨厌你了 -

自从我们分手后
我要找你很困难
但 你要找我却很容易
我找你 你可以铁下心肠不给我回复
你找我 我却没办法不理会你
朋友多次的劝我别在那么傻 我不依
到最后 伤心的是自己
朋友说 我好像被你牵着鼻子走
你要我来 我就要到
你要我走 我就不能留
这感觉真的很难受
是你把我的心弄得那么乱
是你把我的世界搞得那么不平静
我等你 到底是对还是错
说什么选择了等待 就算结果会是零 至少再无遗憾
可是 现在的我真的觉得等待是件好辛苦的事
是累了吗 还是不想等了
总而言之 我很害怕结果会是零就对了
现在的我好像有点讨厌你
很多时候你好像让我看见了希望
但 到最后那美好的希望却被你狠狠的抹杀掉
一次又一次 我真的觉得累了
如果你心疼我 如果你还喜欢我 请你告诉我

- 梦 . 缘 -

昨晚 我梦见了你

梦的开始...
我们很开心的在一起
像以前一样 躺在床上开开心心的聊着天
当时的我觉得好开心 感觉真的好像回到了从前

不久后 你开始对我冷淡 甚至不理不睬
我很害怕 因为我察觉事情的不妥
逼问之下 原来你的心里已经没了我
上一刻你对我的好 原来也只是想要画上完美的句号
回过神来 才懂这就是梦的结束...

人人常说 梦醒了 却还能记得梦里的情景就代表那一场梦是真的
我不想这一场梦是事实 因为梦里我们终究没在一起
还记得有位死党告诉我 他曾经不断的重复发着相同的梦
后来 梦成真了 他说 其实梦 往往就是我们脑海里一直想着的某件事情
想想 日有所思 夜有所梦 这一句话好像也挺有道理的

不说梦了 说说缘吧
老土一句 我们相识也是一种缘
你从朋友哪里得到我的电话号码
犹豫了片刻 你鼓起勇气发短讯给我
还记得当时是晚上 我在车上 看着一封来自一组陌生号码传来的短讯
‘ 请问你是静吗? ’
没错 当时的你们都叫我静 说真的 这名字我还蛮喜欢的 呵呵
那一晚 我没有给你回复 其实 我只是打算第二天才给你回短讯
第二天 我们的朋友Alex问我为什么不回复你
他还说什么你收不到我的回复 觉得好失望
还说什么你是那家的有钱儿子啦 屋子有多大啦 等等无关痛痒的东西
想想 他当时的出发点大概也是为了吸引我 好让我回复你吧 哈哈
说真的 当时我抱着的心态是想要多交位朋友
当然 也对你起了些好奇心 因为我们的朋友把你说得那么棒
我也好想知道你到底是何方神圣
所以 就给你封短讯 我们 就这样认识了

何时缘聚 何时缘散 无人晓得
但 我懂当中不仅仅是上天的安排那么简单
很多事情 都有人为因素的存在
就好像我们这样 如果不是因为Alex 我们就不会相识
如果不是之间出了问题 我们也不会分开
天下无不散之筵席
人们对这句话的认同就赖于他们觉得属于他们的那一席是否应该散
我们的分开 让我极度不能认同这一句话
因为 我觉得我们应该在一起
你可以说我固执 也可以说我倔强
但 这就是我的心底话
我会等 等你说出一样的话 ‘ 我觉得我们应该在一起 ’

- We belong together -

Ooh oh ooh oh
Sweet love yeah

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go

I didn't know nothing
I was stupid I was foolish
I was lying to myself

I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But i thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice

Oh what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me

''If you think you're lonely now''
Wait a minute
This is too deep
(Too deep)
I gotta change the station

So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
''I only think of you''

And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong

The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you need you back in life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
And it's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby we belong together baby

When you left I lost one part of my me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
Cause we belong together

Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together