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All bothering things keep rolling inside my heart..
I hate this kind of feeling..
I don't wish it to appear inside my heart..
Can somebody tell me what is HAPPINESS ?
Can somebody help me to take away my SADNESS ?
God..U are nice..please use Your kindness..
To take away my sadness..
I need Your help..
I want to be happy..
My feeling now is..
Can I disappear in this world just for today ?
Just only today..
I have to force myself to be happy..
Try to don't think too much..
But..
I failed to do it..
I was unsuccessful..
I hate myself..
Such easy thing also unable to do it..
My heart is complicated..
I hate..I hate..